"Demi cinta yang bersinar-sinar, marilah kita berusaha..."

This song keeps playing inside my head and damn its not in my MP3 player I have to sing it myself to listen to it. I think it has something to do with my current mood lah. :-) Haha..

Oh btw, did I mention that I just got a new haircut? Well, still not very used to it yet but trying hard to adapt myself with the new look. Will upload the photos soon, I promise!

Tears of joy were welling up my eyes when I was watching Jia Xi dancing on stage this afternoon. I guess it simply melted everyone's heart, not just me. It was SO impressive. 


Going to the airport soon :) 

I know that a friend of my mum is secretly reading this. I don't give a fuck about who you are since I've decided to publicize this blog not long ago after privatizing it for a while and find it all too inconvenient but I do give a fuck when you secretly report what I wrote here to my mama. You see it's not that I don't want my mum to know what I'm doing. We are so close- probably the closest mum and daughter you've ever came across in your whole life -she knows every single thing that I do. What I write here sometimes DOES NOT in the least equal to what I do in my daily life, haven't you learned that yet after stalking my blog for so long?! So what's the point again of you telling my mum how am I behaving on my PERSONAL blog? I seriously don't give a damn of you reading my blog even though I somehow think that you should fucking GET A LIFE instead of stalking a 24-yr-old's blog but would you mind to just READ N STFU in the future because I do get pissed with those sickening little actions of yours and actually thought of terminating all these shits. BUT THEN AGAIN on a second thought I think that I shouldn't get discouraged so easily especially when my lovely friends from different parts of the world like Pohkhayinn in Korea, Gannana in M'sia, Limszeyin in UK and Leoniejasmine in Australia do come back here when they miss me. I might not be a good writer but I do enjoy expressing myself in a rather different way through words. Like what I have just did. I guess it's just the hidden personality.

I'm not a morning person. Was still thinking of a better excuse inside my dream  just before na called. I thought I was going to tell her that "I have to go to the bank so I can't join the breakfast session.."  

But this Gannana's tactic somehow works on me. She called at 830am and said breakfast is at 9 something, so I can still sleep for a while. Aww she's so considerate she let me sleep back for a while more... how can I possible turned her down..

Gannana is still the same- crazy and fun. Cindy is even crazier. Put them together, it's a WHOLE LOT OF FUN!  

So, I'd say waking up at 9am to have breakfast with gannana and cindy is definitely worth-it!! And the decision I made to wake up 30 minutes after na's morning call was one of the bests I've made this time around. Haha! Btw the crutches are not mine. They belong to ms. cindy! 

Thousand of things going inside my mind. These two are the main ones.


1. Korea is crazy. Even a former president can commit suicide. This is the first time I'm hearing such a news it freaked me out. I was stunned. How can a world leader simply decide to end his life by jumping off some cliff just because he couldn't take the pressure of people questioning his past actions anymore?! This is not about some pop star singer who kills him/herself after some bribery scandals but a president! A FORMER PRESIDENT! wtf... Now I think I respect our former health minister who stood out bravely after his sex scandals. At least he took responsibility of his own actions you see, which I've been taught is the most important thing since young.


2. I freaking chatted with pohkhayinn until 5am, and finally went to bed at 6am... and some brainless renovation man decided to drill the wall upstairs at around ten. If you haven't experienced that before, I bet you would have opened the window and scolded "kanina ccb drill drill drill, drill hamik lan, lim peh baru sleep 4 hours nia kiam kasi..." hahaa..

10 years ago, I used to wake up at 3am to catch the Thomas Cup tournament on TV2...

Today, I find there is nothing interesting on the Astro with more than 100 channels available.


10 years ago, I hardly shared my secret unless we're playing the T or D game. If you used to play that, you know the rules.

Today, people are more comfortable expressing both their happy and sad stories through personal blogs. Obviously I am not an exception. 


10 years ago, I hardly spoke about my most embarrassing moment. 
Today, many can't help but to record those 'amusing' moments and upload it onto YouTube to impress/entertain the world... 


10 years ago, I used to wait for the postman to come every afternoon and see if I receive a letter on that day.
Today, I check on my Gmail ten times a day, most of the time only deleting those unnecessary email updates.


10 years ago, I used to write cards and letters to my friends on their birthdays.
Today, I am lazy to even send an e-mail. Facebook wall is so much easier! 

10 years ago, doing research to me was a scary thing where you will have to spend couple of days and nights digging sources from the town library.

Today, it is basically spending couple of easy hours Googling away conveniently from your Airmac.

10 years ago, I used to be looking forward to reading the ghost story on chinese newspaper every week.

Today, I look forward to any new notification or friends' updates on the Facebook everyday.

I heart Google. I heart Facebook. I heart YouTube. 
Hello to the Google-FB-YouTube generation.

My first attempt on cupcakes :D 

with some help from my mama... 

This time I'm falling in love with cake decorating.. It can be so much fun baking with mama in the kitchen. Love it love it love it! 

Inspiration from Cintaku's Mother's Day cupcakes & Wondermilk ilovecuppacakes.

Damn sad.
I just ruined a test.
I could have done better- if given more time.
I hope miracle happens.
End of story. Sad lahh :(

Body muscles are aching like hell after joining the advanced one class with Minyi yesterday.. especially thigh and arm's muscles. Imagine I can't even walk properly into the office this afternoon carrying flowers for mum.

Cupcakes with colourful designs are definitely pretty but when it comes to the taste, it's less than fantastic I'd say. However, the cupcakes we had today kinda inspired my to learn up cupcake designs... I think I should start baking and designing some of my own. Who knows S.O.M.E.D.A.Y my cupcakes might become famous and I will have a bakery franchise in every part of the world ;)

Right. Back to reality. My ambition at the moment is to be an engineer, possibly in some global energy company earning big money (very ambitious indeed!) but that should be the story after I complete my MSc, which will be next year. Well if that's not possible, I really don't mind a smaller company doing well enough to pay me monthly.. I just need to support my living and survive you see :D


Big RIGHT. Back to the REAL reality. I am broke after forking out some 58 ringgit for the colourful cupcakes as shown above and paying advance for the flowers on behalf of my two brothers in one day. Hence the idea of selling cupcakes, and becoming the great engineer. People become desperate when they are in need of $.. 


Sometimes I wonder if anyone can still remember what did they write as their ambition in the card we used to fill up every year before the year-end holiday starts back then in primary school.. 


As far as I remember, mine was pretty random. I wanted to become a stewardess when I was 7-8. At the age of 8-9, I think teaching is a great job and I said I want to be a teacher. Then there were DJ, doctor, businessman, lawyer and even performing artist... *Laughs* Yeah, I was very ambitious. 


STILL VERY AMBITIOUS :)


I still have no idea whether I'll end up becoming a corporate woman sitting comfortably in my big office, or a drilling engineer working like a cow offshore, or a full-time mother busy shouting at the kids at home ten years down the road. But one thing for sure, I will be one happy woman HOPEFULLY married to a great man... (I am serious :D )


Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers in the world! You are the greatest! But MY mum is the BEST of the best. 

I can't find my old passport and I don't understand why does the british high comm. need it for the damn visa application thing. T____T 


I am curious about Michelle's BF. Need more updates! My source in Korea, i.e: pohkhayinn, chiammah and cecilia are obviously too busy with the exams :-(


Jiji must be devastated after hearing the news. KAKAKA... I'm trying NOT to be the messenger who will definitely BREAK HIS HEART. hahahaa!


I hope I can remember where I put my things.


I wish my mum knows where is it this time, like how she can always easily take out whatever I'm searching high and low for at home.


The following is solely meant for entertaining POH KHAY INN & NG CHIAM YU in the midst of preparing for the numerical methods midterm :D 


린 ~♡  님의 말:
 these seniors jiak ba got nth to do..
준기님의 말:
 batch 67 is which batch
*린 ~♡ 님의 말:
 donno eh~~ mayb ck's batch gua
준기님의 말:
 yaaa it's ck's batch! but he doesnt wan to tell me who... damn
*린 ~♡  님의 말:
 yer! y dowana tell u?
준기님의 말:

 [402]님의 말:

 i think better u ask her since this question is quite private.  

 준기님의 말:

 is it CK? must b CK d.

 [402]님의 말:

 don't know, since no one is brave to tell others without her permission

*린 ~♡  님의 말:
 budget lar wh
준기님의 말:
stupid! wait.. i'll use the power of senior
*린 ~♡  님의 말:
cis.. but i oni knoe CK in CK's batch! i think its 99% CK leh
adoi,  nvm lar~  we wait
준기님의 말:
very patient ahh
*린 ~♡  님의 말:
very sure is CK d loh.. most guys in his batch aso got gf leh
준기님의 말:
ahahhahaa.. u go tell jiji.. go go go
*린 ~♡  님의 말:
yeeeeeeeee.. wait we confirm first