It has been a long long time for no reason. And tonight, I feel like writing something. Something for me to remember what I'm feeling right now. I tend to be very forgetful, even on the most important things like the impossible 'friendship' day ;P

Okayy that pohkhayinn's post has somehow moved me I wanna huggg her right away and tell her I'm so happy for her that she is shining in love and that her relationship will definitely turn out to be a wonderful one...

Nowadays I'm looking at the calendar on my cellphone every now and then and right now it says 21days left. It's a mixed feelings... You'll never understand unless you are in my position. I'm happy that things are finally coming to an end for me here, but strange enough... I'm not as excited as I thought I would be about leaving this place.

Exactly three weeks from now, I will be packing my bags, leaving this place for good...

This is the place I have lived for the past five years and I can definitely say I have very much grown up here... A place where I struggled so much to come, where I hated so much and complaint about everything because I had someone I loved so much back home then, where I hated even worse when I found out I have been betrayed but couldn't do anything at all, where I had to cry silently in the lectures, in the streets, and alone at night so that I could easily fall asleep, where I had to wake up and keep telling myself that I have to stand up, where I eventually learnt that life goes on no matter what happens, where I later met someone I think I'll never forget for the rest of my life (I almost thought that I will never find someone I love again and I was so wronggg), who helped me through most of my hard times in school and everyday life (not forgetting all the quarrels and cold war too), most importantly where I have met all the great friends I think I can hardly find anywhere else in the world, has now become a place my heart feels heavy to leave..

Twenty one days from now.