Thermodynamics exam was OK.

As I had defined it before to my dramaqueen, my OK means i answered one question correctly (out of five), basically understand another two but somehow i did some mistakes in the calculation process and had probably got the wrong answer.. and two more questions which i gave up because i didn't know what clayperon's equation, joule's experiment, its history, etc. are all about.. like i care.

Z was right. what do you expect when you do not even bother to read the text.. lol. hold on. but my defence is that why do you spend hours reading text which you know you'll never understand... at least as i proceed on the examples (which means studying the solution) i know immediately where and how to apply those most complicated equations.. and that's all reading the text is all about, isn't it?

Four assignments and two more exams for the following two weeks..

... told ya korea univ is fun =)

thermodynamics exam in the evening.. 7pm.
yummmyyyyyy

just about an hour ago, i was complaining about life ... but for the past 60 minutes, while i was tossing and turning in my bed.. i had all this flashbacks inside my head which reminded me of how lucky i am.. and what friends really are. i'm amazed, looking at how they used to just BE there for me, without any second thought.

i remember the time when my ex-bf broke up with me two years ago.. i sent a short message to aileen, telling her i dunno what to do..

the next sec, she came to my room to check if i'm ok...

30 minutes later, poh showed up at my doorstep.. i still remember how i was punching at him and say all the men should go to hell... and so on. that was funny. we still talk about it sometimes... lol.

one hour later, ooi showed up.. that really touched me coz that time, his place was one hour away from mine by public transport. i remember how he was rubbing at my hair and said, its ok..coz ooi's here. haha!

a month later, the day i arrived at KL.. i woke up as early as 6something or 7, and texted aun .. 30 minutes later, she was waiting for me at the hotel lobby, and we two had a lovely breakfast that morning.. that was at the boulevard... if i'm not mistaken.

and there was also this time.. i was at home. and i really wanted to talk to someone. (you know how hard is it to go through that recovering phase .. basically, you're seeking for attention all the time. lol..) i kinda told ee ghee bout it and the next min, both of us are talking endlessly ... we didn't even realize that time passes and it was already 4 in the morning.

and of course.. there are still many other similar times. like when i texted na.. her reply would be, come and fetch me.. :) whenever i tell khay inn or lai yee that i'm not so right, they'll come up with something for me, even though it was me in the end who decide where to go ;P

there was this time.. when i first entered korea univ. it was the 1st sem and i remember at one point of time, i broke down for no reason and zes was beside me tat time.. that was very nice of him too.

well, today... i was feeling extremely down due to several reasons. nothing to do with anyone. i sent a message to a friend of mine here.. saying i'm sad.

and the reply i got was "so.. you need me?"

i don't know. maybe that's a normal reply. however this is the 1st time i'm encountering this kinda situation.. how should i reply to that. the reply itself can be interpreted into many different ways.. what i felt that person was telling me is ... 'oh, i know you're sad. so, let me know if you need me.. i can be there..'

i mean, yeah, i know you mean it and you really want to be here for me. but do i really have to TELL it out to someone that i NEED her/him..?

as in.. YES, i need you. please come and see me now.

which is so wrong. because i dont think i'll have to be THAT dependent on anyone in my life, whorever it is. how do you want me to say it out that i NEED someone.

so.. do i have to say, nah, it's ok.. i dont need you.

but the fact is ..... that........... arghhh. :(

whatever.

한국을 떠나고 싶다
집에 가고 싶다
친구들 보고 싶다

역시 가을은 내 계절 아니다

Things unsaid.
Maybe it was her fault. Maybe she heard it wrongly. But she just hate to be kept waiting.
Maybe it is the pressure. She doesnt have a clue how to face all this.
Or maybe it wasn't her day.
She doesnt mean to complain, but going through this seems impossible..
She doesnt like to be compared. Let alone the competition.
Hence, the lone ranger most of the time.
Hate to break the ice...
Since silent can be good, so why not.
Thought you would understand..
but, nevermind.
Sometimes, things are left unsaid ... just because you do not want to be convinced by the truth.

this is what happens when you have two BRAINY & GORGEOUS chemical engineering students in one MSN chatroom at 1 o'clock in the morning during exam period...

J: i cant take this anymore.. thermodynamics and process dynamics at the same time.

K: what shit r u talking about...

J: i wish i could just eat them up, let them digest thoroughly inside my stomach and hopefully the signal will be sent automatically to my brain and tomorrow TA-DA!! i'm the genius and .... A+ ... yeahhh!

K: u know, u can burn and put them into a cup... mix with water n drink it.

J: ......

K: better use yellow paper and red ink.

.....

J: when's your exam?

K: tomorrow lor. u laaaa kacau!

-_-as i promised b4, this post is for you lah, pohkhayinn. xoxo

INTERNATIONAL FIREWORKS FESTIVAL
13th October 2007 @ Yoeuido, SEOUL.

Photographer: JUNQI ;)

... aaaahh. finally a good and satisfactory dinner today.

life's still great... and it only gets better. =)

have a good weekend!

what could be worse than this ........

1. waking up LATE. your alarm rang at 7-thirty but you shut it off allowing yourself to laze on the bed for another 10minutes but when you opened your eyes again, fuck.... it's 8thirty and you have a class at nine.

2. you didn't have a good sleep. your body is bloodyhellsotired after pulling all-nighters for past few nights but instead of falling deep straight into a 20-hours of good sleep, your brain is now (having used to working up to the wee hours of the morning) struggling to shut down at the normal hours.

3. class is dead boring. goshhh you could have just slept... why fucking bother to drag yourself to a class just for the sake of marking the goddamn attendance. mistake -_-

4. walking on the quiet-in-the-morning (double-lane) street with NO CARS. finally some peace... you thought. heading to a restaurant to have something good hoping it to be the 'turning-point' of your day but this muthafucka taxidriver coming into the road from your back gave you a loud honk as though he's driving some gigantic truck going through a small single lane and you're blocking his way. okay, you moved to the side a bit, thinking that he'll just go but this kiam-ka-si taxi driver gave you another BIG honk, LOUDER this time.... like *BAAAANGGGG!!!* whoa... you really got irritated this time.... blood boiling in rage d.. this old man is really getting on your nerves now. wtf......??! you think you're driving a lamborghini or ferrari huh? it's just a fucking sonata taxi ok! and c'mon, it's a DOUBLE-lane and there's NO CAR at all. what is it with those horns. crazy old man.

5. did i mention that dinner last night was another nightmare? never put even the least expectation, let alone saving your tummy for the dinner, if the head department of your college is giving you a treat in the school cafeteria in the evening... lesson learnt.

6. oh... and imagine you were hopping with excitement to the newly-open waffle & ice-cream shop, hoping to give yourself a good dessert treat in compensation of the worse-than-just-bad dinner you've just had.... the second you reached the shop, the only thing which greeted you was "WE'RE CLOSED". how sweeeeet.

..........to start off a day. TGIF.

牛仔很忙……
我也一样。

2007 고연전 (Ko-Yon Games) @ Jamsil Olympic Stadium..Before i entered this university, i've been told about 고연전 (koyonjon) @ Ko-Yon Games many times. Seniors used to invite me to join the festival but everytime i was just too lazy and i was smart enough to reject them with the reason i'll experience it myself when i enter the univ next time..... so here i am, this year at the 2007 ko-yon games cheering with the others like mad. 고연전 Ko-yon Games is an annual sports event held between korea university and yonsei university. (yonsei university calls it the other way round -연고전 yon-ko games, who would want to be behind the rival's name ?) this two universities, being the top two private universities in the country are renowned for their tradition spirits and outstanding performance - both academically and athetically.

Not just that. The rivalry between the two universities is so intense its hard for an outsider to understand unless you experienced it yourself. It's funny looking at how they can tease and make fun of each other (in very childish way, mind you..) through their cheerleading songs and VCR... and feel good after that. hmmmm. (HELO? what about the TOP two WORLD-CLASS private univ of the nation ? -_-")they really cheered like mad...... endlessly. (err.., i was one of them.) red one is korea univ supporters ... and obviously, blue one is yonsei univ supporters. can you read that...? 고대 (Ko-dae) 따라하세요... 고ㅡ대 (Korea University ^^)

Kenzie... lost his voice after two days of cheering berturut-turut. I'm totally amazed how did he manage to memorize all the korean lyrics which I hardly understand what they mean... lyrics of those cheerleading songs are definitely different from pop ok. i was losing my voice shouting 고대 !! 고대 !! (ONLY) most of the time... and dancing like a mad woman.

manabu is fun. i like him =)

the alumni of KU is celebrating their 100th anniversary this year.. they sent a message to everyone inviting us to 참사리길chamsari-street (the hangout place for KU students..) right after the event..
...and you won't believe that i actually had THIS (picture below) for dinner.. alumni of engineering dept. gave a big luxurious treat to all juniors at the shabu-shabu restaurant. all we had to do was just walk in to the restaurant and say that we are from the engineering dept. we were then brought to seats ... and we could eat as much as we want. after that, walk out without paying the bill. wooohooo!! 샤브샤브 !! gosh... i actually went there twice (with different ppl..) in one night. -_-
did i mention that their cheering spirit is never dying ??? these people continued dancing on the street for the whole night.... ..and i think they really can go on forever if morning never comes...

delayed post... 中秋 pictures :)

*deeeeeeep breathe* ahhh, finally feeling better, as in.. more like a human being now, taking in the real fresh air from outside. i felt like i had been buried under the CRAZY engineering maths book (Kreyzig is the name of the author) for the past few days, breathing those horrible formulas from the book into some equations beyond my own understanding. it's a good thing that now i can still taste the freshness in the air... proves that my neuron-sensor is still working perfectly. :)

i'm now writing this entry from a public computer in my campus. the paper this morning was not too bad. having another group presentation in the evening. ahhhh, memorizing the english script is way so easier than understanding what Stokes theorem is. keke..

hmmm. it's 2nd of october, again. cheayin, szechia... shame on us that none of us remember again this time until she reminded us. haha.. but nvm, i dont see it as a totally bad thing. aun, WE love you. muaxxxx. keep up the spirit for the rest of the years yeah...

lunch time, gtg now! ciao~